The only one name in blacklist .
Today , i've unblocked it .
At the time i unblocked it ,
This is just really start a new life .
I hope , too .
I wanted A new Life that better than you .
I have change FB accounts for many times ,
To avoid to contacts with you .
But , sometimes i will use old account to check your new status .
Felt like in the hell when touch the things about you !
When i visited your wall ,
I thought that , i can feel my heartbeat .
I'm happy cause you're happy .
And i know , you won't be SAD .
I'm happy when i saw your english becomes good .
Just feel better after seeing all about your news .
Maybe ..
If we never knew each other , maybe you won't get this hurt .
I'm sorry .
At first , I had told you that im tired of this type of feeling .
But you've told me , you won't let me hurt .
After that , you treat me kindly .
At that sweet times .
I like your voice , i like your childish .
And i tried to like all about you no matter that was GOOD or BAD .
This time , I'd DEEPLY FALL , DEEPLY HURT !
How can i do ?
After that day , i cried and cried .
When i listen to song that have relation with you ,
My tears drop .
At the same time ,
You're free and having happy hour with friends .
And before we don't have any contacts ,
You'd threw some heartless word to me :')
I know that it doesn't worth when i treat myself like that .
But i can't control .
I also know that half and more of the reason causes our separated is because ,
You've fall with someone .
All the time i think is ,
You're BAD .
How can you forget your promise ?
Is you let me confidence of this type of crazy feeling .
I use many ways to forget YOU !
I just want you to not going to treat me like your enemies .
The first time with Lessies ! I HATE YOU . IMY .
I hate myself can't forgotten , I've lied to myself .
Ya , after that day ,
I'm Single .
And can't fall in love with anyone .
About 8months .
Although want to have a simple relationships .
And , i'd change to a complicated thinking person with anti-complicated brain .
This ME .
Complicated thinking with simple mE .
Maybe one day ,
I will ADD you as a friend back as a new person .
And i hope we will be a simple friend :)
