My heart break again..
She can’t feel this..
She doesn’t know this..
Never and ever..
Cause she’s happy now...
Not been tied..
The memories she had gave me let me can’t forget..
How to forget it..
She had hurt me throughly..
Music between us..
FEAR to music..because of her..
I can’t tell her, bacause she don’t like
Because we’re not friend ..
Because we don’t have any relationship anymore..
Almost all the night..
Almost all the time i listen the song..
The memories is comin’ out to meet me..
I know that maybe its not worth to be like this because of her _
But i can’t control this_
I can’t pura-pura anymore..
Im not a doll_
Im not a happy person at alL_
I dont like the good things,,
I dont like the feelin...i don’t know...
TEARS...suffering..
Touching when i listen to tho song..
Tear drops..but i can’t say anything..
I’m so hope that i never meet her,,
I’m so hope that i never know her,,,
I’m so hope that i never trust her..
I’m so hope that i don’t know everything about her..
I’m so hope that........
I never drop a tears for her....
I’m so hope that....................
1st time feel like this..
This feeling is so ... bad !
I hate this feeling...
I hate her,,,
I hate people, i hate human being,
I hate anyone who live in this world..
I don’t know why,,
They let me hard for breathing...
Live for my life..
This is what i can say now!!
I hate to see you. To feel you...
[Far across the distance,
And spaces between us...
You’d show you comes~]
I’d like to change my life..
I thought that i can be forever with you..
But you leave the hardest part for me..
I’m so hope i can meet a person that can make me love his voice..
I just can say that ,
It is not worth to be sad for a person who are 不成熟!
Yeah~this is truth..
Just wanna say thanks ~
P/S:
If you beh tahan with me,
Don’t enter my life !
I also beh tahan !
I’m not the people who’re cold-blood..
I’m just don’t want to join anyone,
And i’m not good in threat people,
I’m not very like friendship.
Cause i hate people BETRAY me!!
And when i havin friends,
I don’t feel it ,i can’t..
If you want , i can hate you more than you hate me,
I can threat people good,
But you don’t change to a person i don’t know after that..
You will get a COOL rewards in your life !
I , hope i can’t put this all DOWN !
XP
To a BETTER LIFE ~
You don’t know who is her,
If you don’t know my identity XP